Months later, my fiancee broke our engagement and I was heart broken. However, I reached out to my heavenly Father, sat in the shadow of his feet for a while, and paid attention to my relationship with Him.
Oddly, I felt as if the months I had spent outside of God's plan had never happened. As a widow, I made a choice to be single and devoted to God for one year. I needed to heal from my husband's death. Jumping into a relationship because I was lonely didn't heal me, it hurt me.
. A Joyce Meyer message entitled, Hanging On the Vine." helped me make my decision to devote a year to the Lord. That year was amazing. I studied my Bible, grew in biblical knowledge, and deepened my relationship with Jesus.
Jesus loves us so much more than we can imagine. He died for me on a cross. He died for you on a cross. Reach out to Jesus today and make him the focus of your love. The rewards are worth it.